Thanks Sifu Leung for this message
board. I need to relay a message to my Dad. I was asked/told to rate
my Dad... i guess in his preformance as a Father. This is tough but
the truth is the truth. I give him a 9. He did his job, he had to. I
am sure he didnt want to do some of the things he did, but he had
to. Having not been the greatest Son it is hard to say that he was a
good Dad. It is hard to talk about this with everyone watching,
especially when I did not ask for all this attention. I hope that I
never have to teach anyone the same way he taught me.... it has
taken YEARS to understand what he was saying YEARS ago. Just because
he said it to me doesnt mean I understood what he meant. Best of all
I now realize he didnt have to say what he said. He chose to. He may
be a friendly dragon but he brought me into a world I did not want
to see, and I think he knows this. Little did I know I was already
in it the whole time. Having been psychologically crushed by the
brickbuilders I still state that the world they tried to make me a
hostage in is a lie. Putting the last 6.5 years of my life together
and realizing the situation I was in, my Dad knew I was getting
screwed but all he could do was watch... I wonder what the whole
thing looked like to him. Lastly i would like him to know that I
would like to talk to him but not at his house or mine... maybe
Church is a good middle ground... maybe not.
Thanks again Sifu
Leung for the message
board!
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